I still think about you. I know I shouldn’t and I know it’s stupid but I can’t help it . There are times when I hear my phone ringing and I silently wish it was you. I still wake up feeling empty inside, as if I was missing a part of me.
I just want to know how you’ve been. Are you happy? Does she make you happy? I know it is inappropriate to be asking these questions but I am genuinely curious. You were my best friend for years and I do have the right. You just can’t abandon someone like that.
I miss my friend, I miss being able to tell you everything. It kills me to see you pass by me everyday and not even acknowledge me. What would I give to have you look at me just once without flinching. Do I ever cross your mind or have you completely erased me from your memories? Why do I have to lose a friend to make things better?
So very sad. Eating a terrific job expressing emotions.
Thanks 🙂 just near to my heart
Ha! Guess my phone decided to autocorrect for me. I meant you did a terrific job.
*hugs*
*hugs back tight*
This is so sad and touching, beautifully written! Please don’t see thingking back of that person and the beautiful memories as a bad thing to do, and I’m almost sure that person thinks back of you too, really! 🙂
Awww thanks Laurien…that ws very sweet 🙂
The pain of breaking up, of losing a friend a confidant ..of wondering what changed so for them not to acknowledge… this is gorgeous RG – well done of painting the picture. xx
Awww thank you for the kind words 🙂
You state things that I think both men and women feel after a breakup. So hard on one’s heart. You nailed it here. Lovely (wrenching) tale here.
Yes..I remember writing it in a moment of extreme desperation 😦