I never knew it felt so good,
This sweet friction: cold metal on skin;
The ragged blades create a deep crevasse,
The pure satisfaction takes you in.
I watch as the ruddy drops fall down slowly,
Creating a vast ocean of red;
What was once the life coursing through my veins,
Is now the remnant of my pain and dread.
I feel my heart beat slowing down,
The sound now echoes through the room;
I’m wondering why I feel no pain,
Is it supposed to end so soon?
No remorse, no guilt, no sorrow,
I lie as blissful sleep takes over;
Flashes of my life passes me by,
As I count my pulse, now getting slower.
Thats it, this is the end I know,
I feel the darkness pull me in;
Don’t cry for me when i’m gone,
This is me commiting my sweetest sin.
P.s. This is a repost of a previous post with some editing done.. 🙂